Friday, April 20, 2007
[ 10:39 AM
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if saying sorry solves everything, den what are the police here for?
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Thursday, April 19, 2007
[ 5:19 PM
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sorry XUEER:)i know that is me.i didn`t know that you had that FITS.okay.i apologise.SORRY!sorry for those dirty things.sorry for those problem i caused.sorry for those vulgarities i sayed.i try to change okay.and i know you are a prefect.and you know who i am.!Labels: yonghong
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Wednesday, April 18, 2007
[ 7:25 PM
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i'm back here posting once again friends(:
i'm writing it for all of you to see it la all right(:one more copy will be blogged at my blog.
yes you.i know you've been irritating.but you're actually a very good friend. what makes you a good friend? your jokes and your silly stuffs maybe? but i feel that you've really gone over you limits. class, mrs arleen tan is way too good to us. many of you may think that music is nothing. but what would it affect our results in our result slips when we get it back at the end of the year? do you want an F9 for music? it's not a nice sign all right. you want to make a fool of yourself, okay. fine. do it. but have you thought of the others? put yourself in my shoes, or even mrs arleen tan's shoes. have you thought of how she would feel? disappointed, reluctant to continue teaching? oh please. we are all humans. humans have feelings all right.
take an example of today.mrs arleen tan wanted to start her lesson with us by letting us watch a video or something. but some of you made it possible for the others to watch it. began was the guys, i don't want to name names, intimidating teacher's voice. if you're her, have you thought of how someone would feel? if someone were to intimidate your voice, will you like it? if you don't, why do you have to do it to someone else? then was soo ching who took out her handphone. fine, teacher let it down. but why must most of you make life so difficult for soo ching and mrs tan? well, i agree that teacher should confiscate her phone too actually. fine. let it down. it's none of our concern then. let her settle her phone with her parents. then
you were like trying to act innocent? act as if you've done nothing wrong? what the hell you think you are? you have no rights to talk to teacher in this manner all right. this is the worst attitude i've ever seen in my 13 years of studying, the worst pupil i've encounter. if i was the teacher. i believe i wouldn't tolerate with such a pupil. i really hate you you know. and you made me hate you so much. it's like so much that i really can't say out the feeling la.
you quarrelled with me. fine, i apologise. I'M SORRY for "wronging" you in such a way. and it's like 'why must i say sorry when i've done nothing wrong'? i cried. and class, i didn't cry for the sake of crying. i want to tell you all la. i didn't want to quarrel with him. but i quarrelled for the sake of quarrelling? tell you my biggest secret la 2 respect. especially YOU. i didn't cry because of small matters. i want to be a happy girl. a cheerful and delightful person everyday. can you do it for me? i've got
fits of tension. check out the dictionary if you don't know the meaning. when i can tolerate no more, this will be what happen.
let me tell all of you what happened in my primary school life.i've
suffered from fits five/six times in primary school. i use the word suffered because i really suffered. i cried out loud that time because i was really angry with this guy who kept doodling on my hand. till it actually bled. luckily it didn't leave a scar on me. so i went to sick bay. where many teachers came around me and carried me down to the sick bay. it was really very embarrass then. but it happened times and times. that time i didn't care much because i'm still young then. but now, i've learnt how to control my anger. so please, don't make me angry please. i don't want to suffer from it again. and
you almost made me suffer from fits once again. where i didn't have it for like 2 years already? i've learnt a big mistake made in my whole life, where i got angry easily. it first began when my heart starts to pump
very very fast. i use veryvery fast cos it's really so fast that i could actually feel the heartbeat outside. trust me. then my brain will start to ache. { headache in that sense } then will start to tense up. it's really pain and uncomfortable la. so i'll start crying. because of the pain. and i heard you saying "xiao shi jiu ku (small things then cry)" of course i'll get angrier right. so my heart pumped even more faster, like it's going to come out soon =\ and of course tears will keep rolling down my cheek! next will be my neck. it will be all cramp ( chou jing in chinese ), till i could hardly raise my head up la. that's why i'll put my head on the table. then will be my body which includes my hands and my legs, where it wwould start to cramp too. it's really cramp you know. till i could hardly open my hand, because it will close up by itself. crampness that's why. so cramp that i couldn't move my legs. it will stretch like nobody's business and painess of course. but this time it wasn't as worst as my primary school one cause i've learnt to control. critisizes from you made me feel the worst frustration i'll get.
everyone have their own limits. can you control it? i don't think you could.could vulgar solve everything? i don't think so.you made my limits off 70% and that's what you'll get.one more chance for you.if you harrass me again. you will be severely dealt with.don't forget what's my identity. i have bigger saying then you.i'm not trying to show off.but that's what i have to do.
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